I saw my dad in my dreams ...

Last Night I dreamt of you father ,
Smothering your face behind your hand ,
When that tiny cracker streaked my hand ,
I saw a drop of tear , just because I had that minor tear .

This night I see you father ,
At the Marine you stand
Holding funeral fire in your hand,
It does shiver ,but your face says I will withstand .

Where did you get that courage from Daddy ,
I see my memories still run to continue to run in your head ,
keeping you awake , all night in your bed.

I dont dream now daddy, for I know I am here no more .
But Daddy I still learn from you daady ,
For you always make me feel alive ,
for I know I am a proud son of a Proud Dad.

~~This poem comes as a dedication from the Martyr to his father.(From Major Sandeep to his Dad ).
A father who stands with head held high when the whole country is moved by his valor .
Salute to Major Sandeep and the Salute to spirit of a FATHER.

Life doesnt need to be perfect in order to be happy

Often we crave for that perfect stranger , the perfect date ,a perfect booze , a perfect life (My manager for that perfect code too!!..ehh :D). The craving for perfect times doesnt go off .

But sometimes , those imperfect fiasco evenings are also so much of fun ....aren't they ?!

I remember once I particpated in a college fest of IIIT.It was my first time I saw any fest at a grand level.So it seemed I was too enthusiastic to attend every event.Most of them were almost on the same time .So I was confused to attend which one first..

To my luck I was out in of almost every event after the first round so I rushed to the next event ..one round ..out ..next one...At the end of the day I realized I was bragging about the number of snaps i had done...I looked like some all rounder .. So not every time winning is important ...and had i won in any of the event i would have missed on the thrill of the other one .Perhpas its the enthu that says u have done it...

We all have heard/said "dont expect too much...and dont take things for granted " then why so many expectaions from Life ...Perfect deliveries can still take place ...not perfect lives :)

Into my Own

A thin breeze , the hollow woods,
the high skies , were all unknown
and so far from where I stood ..

One of my wishes is to move in those dark woods,
To catch the cooing lark in my hands.
Fearless in the open land ,
run down the highway as fast as I can .

For all that I could not take hold of ,
Why should I run away ,
for I dont want to hold sand in my hands .

To overtake me , who should miss me here .
and long to know if Still I am dear .

They would not find me changed from what they knew ..
for all i know I was so true ..

No title this time :)

Just now stood up watching a movie which I after 15 minutes started testing my pateince .To cling onto something is an effort at times ...such a big effort ....

Has it not happpened with so many of us so many times that we dont like something initially but started liking it later .
Sometimes , we dont even appreciate those things/people but land up doing them .

Though we dont like them ...we say we love them ...Practically ,everything on which we spend time on start feeling their importance ...and perhaps so "Lage raho" works ..(even in films :D)

Perhaps one reason not to like things or like them too much is we choose before we decide . We say we know before we are really aware .

I usually I have a status as "the best things in life are not just things " .And now that I think what those things are ...I think they are the ones with whom I have spent time with ..good or bad ...but my life consists of only those .

We all have a limited vision .But if you want see more then you need to move forward .

(P.S : If this sounds too much of gyan , this one is for me .Chuck it )

Fantasy

Fantasty

An old poem retrived .....

Someone tells me -I ve lost you ,
I stir ,I awake,
I find you gone .
I spot out there in a distance
Running away so fast
With all that was ever mine
You....
I'd been gifted but one wish
I 'd spent it to find you,
I gave all for the brightness of your eyes
All just to be with you.
Was it just a dream
My eyes feel heavy
I want to hold on Please let me retain my fantasy
Let me retain you.

Late latif ..

Wisdom and Intelligence

I today read an interview of Cyrus Sahukar in BRUNCH(HT mag).An interview I liked after so many days .He was asked one question : What would you like to see in your girl ? In his answer one line was "She should be having wisdom --not intelligence " .Ha, I think one line explains it all.They both are divided by a thin line.

Perhaps so we have Artificial Intelligence ..but Artificial Wisdom still needs to be worked upon :)
Intelligence might have a restricted domain,like that of mind .But wisdom extends a little more,it matters more on its application and a good part is you might have it even if you are not a scholar or a sage .It might not please anyone but can impress the mighty .
So what am I -Intelligent, wise or none ..The third option suits me most :)