Monday, May 29, 2006

Once again

Once again I saw you there
Once again you passed by me .

Once again you turned around ,
Once again I sought for you .

Once again I heard the unsaid .
I once again I felt the breeze.

But once again -'It was a dream' .

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

My Heart will go oooooon..................

Yesterday I entered my hostel and hanged on to TV surfing channnels without using my mind what to see(as usual:D).And at once caught my eye on Titatnic's Last scene in which Kate gazes into the sky and throws her Pendant into the Sea.And in The Eternity the couple meets ................................

Whenever I see that movie I am prompted to feel what made that love story so special .What did Kate recall ,what had become that unforgettable memory ,that ship or the person she met !!!What was attached to that ship Disater or Eternity.What lived in her the calamity or the person .

Perhaps it was that evanescent moment in which she had already lived her entire life .There was nothing beyond that ,nothing after that .There is nothing to be said and nothing to be known......just a tranquil feel that seeps within.....Just a wide ,space beyond which all is see through .

Perhpas its true "Some people come in our life and leave their footsteps behind ....And ....we never remain the same.........."

Link to a Link ---

homepage of Orkut Büyükkökten's , an engineer who built Orkut ::http://www.stanford.edu/~orkut/

Sunday, May 07, 2006

To be or not to bee

Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.

Its somewhere so tough but I feel if followed the line its so beautiful .Once a friend told me . And his words are as if traced in my mind.He said "Keep an interface between yourself and the world.That interface needs to be dynamic ,which differs according to people/situation/place .But behind that interface you are One to One ."

Many times I tried to see the world by removing that interface but felt how ugly the world is .But with it its better ,worth viewing ,worth knowing .Strange na ..!!
Its simply like when u stand in the sun .If sun is overhead you dont feel like opening your eyes even ,though may be at times all things are far more clear .So walk in shade,because the ultimate aim is to walk on the right path :)

Saturday, May 06, 2006

I see thy face in vast expanse,
I shirk when hear a voice at my back ,
I stop when I need to take a turn ,
I cross my fingers when I see a falling star.

The illusion seems so real,
That I feel I have lived a life in an hour.


This is an incomplete poem I wrote and found the snippet lying back in my trash :)....Did not feel like completing it ...but perhpas it was better incomplete ..so posted it as it is...

Someway Somehow its still a ? mark

I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

What matters Most

Well its my first scrap (online :D) and perhpas a very complex thing to start with, but somehow I have this feeling every now and then .We all are starange creatures ; so called social animals ,interdependent ,loving ,helpful ,caring some very beautiful qualities which are considered very unique to human race only.But truly are we !!?!!
Some how and somewhere I feel it that the bottom no one in life can help anyone else in life; this one experiences over and over in every conflict and every perplexity: that one is alone. That isn't as bad as it may first appear; and again it is the best thing in life that each should have everything in himself; his fate, his future, his whole expanse and world.
Perhpas this is that worthy feel of solitude that composes ego ,confidence ,belief attitude which is more imortant then what the qualities I mentioned above .May be love and care is distinct to human race but its that belief in oneself that make a human distinct.Thats what I feel ,may be wrong its that way only .