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Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions”
-Raina Maria Rilke

Where am I ......

I wanted to reach the sky.I thought to start with one accomplishment and then the bigger one .I decided to climb a mountain ...thought height was my passion ....thought a milestone to sucess would lead to another...

Now I am on my path .I can see the a high mountain right infront of myself .I know I have the stamina to turn off these heights to my level.I am moving forward day by day ....but as I move forward ...I feel still on reaching those heights I will need raise my head to stare these stars. Rain would still fall over my head ...It would be still the same...I dont feel I have conquerred for I feel I will still be there where I am just now ...The closer I get the mountain looks bigger ,I blocks my view.I start realizing more that how ever big it was ,it was not what I Wanted .....I wanted to rech the sky ....
on reaching the peak too sky shall be as high ,for I reached the Peak which gives an illusion that it touches the sky when you see it from downstairs ,but when you reach the peak the sky is as high ..........................

Ohh life the quest never ends !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its a Matrix

This thought erupted in my mind when I was watching Phir -Hera Pheri .Movie was what we call "yukk" ..complete typo but while watching there was a scene in which Akshay stood infront on the mirror maze and was unable to move out if it .Funny it was as that wherever he wants he used to collide with his own image ..Wonderful photography !!!(arrrr...its a second thought :-p)

So when i came back and i thought about the film ..I felt why is it that wherever he looks up ..he finds his image only and is confused by himself .He moves ahead towards himself (might be an illusion but still..)and instead of finding the way has to move away ....wherever he thinks is the path the mirror bangs !!!...He knows its his reflection but still ....

On thinking a little more I felt- To move ahead one has to ignore himself ,his image ,his reflection .You have to understand the trick ..instead of getting guided by an illusion ..use your senses....close your eyes for a while use other sences to find your way .Sometimes the path is improtant ,sometimes the destination ..you have to decide which one suits .

Love thyself ,but dont be absorbed in yourself !!!!

Ahh ...now I feel that film was really impactful ..Was it !!?!!:D

You've Got A Friend

When you're down and troubled
And you need some loving care
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there

To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall

All you have to do is call

And I'll be there
You've got a friend
If the sky above you
Grows dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind begins to blow

Keep your head together
And call my name out loud
Soon you'll hear me knocking at your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you
Winter, spring, summer or fall

All you have to do is call

And I'll be there
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am

I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend

-NU

And yeah ...I now know for sure I have Got a Friend :-)

What bigger would have I dedicated you more then this Poem :-)

Just wanted to say -"Same Here ................."

Falsafa

Zindagi ka Falsafa padna na aaya

Kya karein andazein bayan karna na aaya .

Rahi bane us raah ke ,

Jiski koi manzil nahi thi .

Bahut dhoondha magar kuch mil na paaya .

Raat ke aalam me madhosh the hum ,

Raat beeti magar hosh na aaya .

Aisa nahi ki usse humne kuch na paaya ,

Magar shayad hume lena na aaya .

Zindagi ka falsafa padna na aaya

Kya karein andazein bayan karna na aaya.

This was the poem which I wrote in 9 th standard ..(even I have forgotton some lines..Cant Hardcode much :))

I still wonder I never thought that way while writing ...

But when it was first published ,my friend asked me "tujhe aaj tak Zindagi me kuch aaya bhi hai ":-oAnd perhpas more then the poem her sentence consisted greater truth .I still wonder ,but still no answer :)

I thought i d never put up this poem once again ..but alas I am feeling the same .............Its a de' ja vu Once again :(

Once again

Once again I saw you there
Once again you passed by me .

Once again you turned around ,
Once again I sought for you .

Once again I heard the unsaid .
I once again I felt the breeze.

But once again -'It was a dream' .

My Heart will go oooooon..................

Yesterday I entered my hostel and hanged on to TV surfing channnels without using my mind what to see(as usual:D).And at once caught my eye on Titatnic's Last scene in which Kate gazes into the sky and throws her Pendant into the Sea.And in The Eternity the couple meets ................................

Whenever I see that movie I am prompted to feel what made that love story so special .What did Kate recall ,what had become that unforgettable memory ,that ship or the person she met !!!What was attached to that ship Disater or Eternity.What lived in her the calamity or the person .

Perhaps it was that evanescent moment in which she had already lived her entire life .There was nothing beyond that ,nothing after that .There is nothing to be said and nothing to be known......just a tranquil feel that seeps within.....Just a wide ,space beyond which all is see through .

Perhpas its true "Some people come in our life and leave their footsteps behind ....And ....we never remain the same.........."

Link to a Link ---

homepage of Orkut Büyükkökten's , an engineer who built Orkut ::http://www.stanford.edu/~orkut/

To be or not to bee

Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.

Its somewhere so tough but I feel if followed the line its so beautiful .Once a friend told me . And his words are as if traced in my mind.He said "Keep an interface between yourself and the world.That interface needs to be dynamic ,which differs according to people/situation/place .But behind that interface you are One to One ."

Many times I tried to see the world by removing that interface but felt how ugly the world is .But with it its better ,worth viewing ,worth knowing .Strange na ..!!
Its simply like when u stand in the sun .If sun is overhead you dont feel like opening your eyes even ,though may be at times all things are far more clear .So walk in shade,because the ultimate aim is to walk on the right path :)

I see thy face in vast expanse,
I shirk when hear a voice at my back ,
I stop when I need to take a turn ,
I cross my fingers when I see a falling star.

The illusion seems so real,
That I feel I have lived a life in an hour.


This is an incomplete poem I wrote and found the snippet lying back in my trash :)....Did not feel like completing it ...but perhpas it was better incomplete ..so posted it as it is...

Someway Somehow its still a ? mark

I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

What matters Most

Well its my first scrap (online :D) and perhpas a very complex thing to start with, but somehow I have this feeling every now and then .We all are starange creatures ; so called social animals ,interdependent ,loving ,helpful ,caring some very beautiful qualities which are considered very unique to human race only.But truly are we !!?!!
Some how and somewhere I feel it that the bottom no one in life can help anyone else in life; this one experiences over and over in every conflict and every perplexity: that one is alone. That isn't as bad as it may first appear; and again it is the best thing in life that each should have everything in himself; his fate, his future, his whole expanse and world.
Perhpas this is that worthy feel of solitude that composes ego ,confidence ,belief attitude which is more imortant then what the qualities I mentioned above .May be love and care is distinct to human race but its that belief in oneself that make a human distinct.Thats what I feel ,may be wrong its that way only .